Preparing For a Week of Firsts!

Good morning friends. I hope the weekend is treating you all well. I actually have off until I come back from my trip next weekend, which is rare for me. I am using the weekend to prepare myself for the wild week I have ahead of me. This week is important for my personal growth and I am very excited to do a lot of things for the first time. This week will get the ball rolling toward the next chapter of my life.

Among these firsts are:

1. Renting a car for the first time

2.Driving across a good portion of the state of Florida by myself

3.Traveling for business

4. Looking for my first apartment!

I know to many, this doesn’t sound like too big of a deal, but for someone that has lived in a bubble their entire life with debilitating anxiety, it is HUGE.  If you would have told me this is where my life would be at this time even a few months back I probably would have laughed and seen it as impossible. Intentions are very powerful. I have always seen it as beneficial to set goals, but the past few months I had changed my approach and made it a point to read my goals every morning rather than once a week. It got uncomfortable, because I guess there were parts of me that didn’t fully believe they were attainable for me to achieve, and like almost everyone else, I subconsciously had a fear of being let down. I persisted through whatever emotions came up. Even if you don’t fully believe or feel something, repetitive positive intentions and a little bit of faith can move mountains. I did a bit of digging into my consciousness in hopes of removing whatever perceived blocks were in my way of manifesting. I am grateful to say that I definitely feel a hell of a lot closer to being the person I want to be than I did a few months ago.  

My goals are to go with my intuition in making decisions while I am down there. It is exciting and nerve-wracking thinking of living with strangers, but I know I am never truly stuck anywhere. That was a belief that held me back until recently. I will not avoid making decisions out of fear that things will be stuck that way forever. Permanence is a great illusion. Things can change and are changing every second.

Have a good one people! 💜 


10 thoughts on “Preparing For a Week of Firsts!

  1. This is great to hear… I hope it’s a fulfilling time for you!
    Permanence is indeed a great illusion: some people cling to it, others are imprisoned by it. As long as we know it’s an illusion, though, we can’t be caged by it.
    I hope you have a great week… and keep evolving. 🙂

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