Good morning friends. I hope the weekend is treating you all well. I actually have off until I come back from my trip next weekend, which is rare for me. I am using the weekend to prepare myself for the wild week I have ahead of me. This week is important for my personal growth and I am very excited to do a lot of things for the first time. This week will get the ball rolling toward the next chapter of my life.
Among these firsts are:
1. Renting a car for the first time
2.Driving across a good portion of the state of Florida by myself
3.Traveling for business
4. Looking for my first apartment!
I know to many, this doesn’t sound like too big of a deal, but for someone that has lived in a bubble their entire life with debilitating anxiety, it is HUGE. If you would have told me this is where my life would be at this time even a few months back I probably would have laughed and seen it as impossible. Intentions are very powerful. I have always seen it as beneficial to set goals, but the past few months I had changed my approach and made it a point to read my goals every morning rather than once a week. It got uncomfortable, because I guess there were parts of me that didn’t fully believe they were attainable for me to achieve, and like almost everyone else, I subconsciously had a fear of being let down. I persisted through whatever emotions came up. Even if you don’t fully believe or feel something, repetitive positive intentions and a little bit of faith can move mountains. I did a bit of digging into my consciousness in hopes of removing whatever perceived blocks were in my way of manifesting. I am grateful to say that I definitely feel a hell of a lot closer to being the person I want to be than I did a few months ago.
My goals are to go with my intuition in making decisions while I am down there. It is exciting and nerve-wracking thinking of living with strangers, but I know I am never truly stuck anywhere. That was a belief that held me back until recently. I will not avoid making decisions out of fear that things will be stuck that way forever. Permanence is a great illusion. Things can change and are changing every second.
Have a good one people! 💜